finally.

finally i can log in now... yesterday was in a fuck up mood... Fuck it… my birthday is just like another day , at least my friends wish me happy birthday...
At least ONE of my friend bought me a t shirt.. my parents??? i step into the house, my mum nagging at my dad, my dad, rushing off to do his stuff… WTH man, the past few years they don celebrate it, its okay… but 18?
Isn’t it a important year???? My mum was asking me whether I want a cake , I said don’t want, coz I don wanna eat cake… just like the past few years, she cooked noodles with two extra eggs… nth else… I bet they never heard of the word SURPRISE ?
Maybe I am too materialistic, I was hoping for a digi cam or something else.. firdaus was REQUESTED by his parents to go learn RIDING?!!!! My parents? Maybe cycling… maybe they worry about the safety of me, but hey, time to leave tihs world means time to go..
sigh I am just keeping quiet, not asking where is my present … blah blah blah…. I bet they don’t even know the things I want… it seems to me that my dad dont even know it is my birthday.... how nice...
maybe it is my fault, i didnt wish them happy birthday on their birthdays... last year got them presents, and i dont see them using it... they really appreciated them..