PISSSSSSSSSSSSSED. I think the pressure from schoolwork and personal finance is getting to me.

My mum just likes to have every say in whatever i do, i go to her room to change, she will say dont put my wet towel on her bed, i apply cream, she also want to say something. My parents just cant be supportive!!!! Example, never do well for ippt, they will start presenting their points to me, like don jog at night blah blah blah. WHAT THE HELL GOT TO DO WITH JOGGING IN THE DAY OR AT NIGHT!!! FUCk!!! My mum wants me to make my bed after i wake up !!! I AM NOT IN THE ARMY ANYMORE!!! I CAN ALWAYS MAKE MY BED LATER!!!!! DONT HAVE TO DO IT IMMEDIATELY!!!!!!! I just cant stand their way of telling me to do things. I fucking hate it when they just start telling me see la dont do this thats why like that! What the fuck!! of course i know that!!!! COME UP WITH SOLUTIONS NOT FIND FAULT !!!! THIS IS NOT ARR!!!

THEY STILL DONT FUCKING TRUST ME even when i use the com!!! FUCK!!! THEY WILL COME TO ME AND PRETEND TO TALK TO ME AND their eyes on my cOM!!!! THEY WILL THINK I AM SURFING SOME PORNOGRaphic website!!! What the fuck!!!!! I AM 23, i can give them grandson now!!! provided i find a bearer.

I seriously lack of communication with them and whenever i try to talk to them, my blood just start to heat up, soon steam appears and energy is generated!


I Know i am the only child and they have nothing to comment about besides my fishes and me. FUCK!!!! I know they care but dont they know how to read faces!!!! I just came back from a long day in school!!!!! FUCK!!!!!!

I am real broke now, they know that i am broke and they are not passing me $$$!!! I really have to go ASK even before $$ comes in. They know that i am broke, i cant have hidden assets right!!! PROPERTY MEH!!!!!! AHHHHH!!!!! MY ego is in the way but haizzzz!!! They should know. . . . I dont know man, life sux for now.