No training today, so rotting at home right now.. i am doing FMA assignment and i realise that being an accountant will kill u! look at osim's financial report! so many pages!!! and also osim is a company that is worth being a shareholder of it, their profit is so high and some how stil INCREASING.....

i realise that my sprained ankle still not yet recovered... hmmm. the chinese physician SUCKS!!!!

projects

too many projects.... tooo many ......
stRESS...

what the h

my dad asked three fucking times whether i wanna eat... my mum told him that i dont wanna eat, he asked me agian whether i wanna eat , i shook my head and went to the loo. after i return, he asked me again. what the hell..... how many times he wanna asked?!
my anger is really brewing inside.... one day i gonna blast like a cannon...

returned late last night, about 2.... went to fisherman village.... until now, my parents still dont know i am pretty piss off and upset ... this shows how much they understand me... i have been giving one or two words answer to their routine qns... yes, no, ya, and even just nodding of my head. i just dont feel like doing my work... just stare at the tv, use the com.... no mood to do anything else............................................................ somehow they dont realise that i am acting a bit strangely this weekend?? or they cant be bothered??? hmmmm.
coming home do really spoilt my mood...
i am still wondering whether they know that i am in second year of dba?? my birthday just passed?? that i am 18 ??? one word---> FUCK

Depressing

reached home, stared into the tv... just fucking upset ...

finally.

finally i can log in now... yesterday was in a fuck up mood... Fuck it… my birthday is just like another day , at least my friends wish me happy birthday...
At least ONE of my friend bought me a t shirt.. my parents??? i step into the house, my mum nagging at my dad, my dad, rushing off to do his stuff… WTH man, the past few years they don celebrate it, its okay… but 18?
Isn’t it a important year???? My mum was asking me whether I want a cake , I said don’t want, coz I don wanna eat cake… just like the past few years, she cooked noodles with two extra eggs… nth else… I bet they never heard of the word SURPRISE ?
Maybe I am too materialistic, I was hoping for a digi cam or something else.. firdaus was REQUESTED by his parents to go learn RIDING?!!!! My parents? Maybe cycling… maybe they worry about the safety of me, but hey, time to leave tihs world means time to go..
sigh I am just keeping quiet, not asking where is my present … blah blah blah…. I bet they don’t even know the things I want… it seems to me that my dad dont even know it is my birthday.... how nice...
maybe it is my fault, i didnt wish them happy birthday on their birthdays... last year got them presents, and i dont see them using it... they really appreciated them..

PAIN

my throat is really killing me !!! it really hurts when i swallow just one tiny little bit of saliva..... i think it got worse when i heed the fruit stall uncle's advice by adding salt to my starfruit drink!! it is like adding salt to my wound!!!!
damn ah!!!!!!

sicko...

aku was sick yesterday... prey of flu + fever. the medical bill cause me $33! so ex... soon i will be declaring bankruptcy soon.