I have completed 21 km in a shit timing of 2hrs and 52 mins. The ligaments in my knees are hanging loose!!! I found out about a guy who died after completing AHM. Feel so sad for him. I saw a guy being carried away in a stretcher, i wonder is it the same guy.

SUNDAY--190807

TOday we had breakfast at Changi Village very early in the morning. AT around 8 plus. Hafiz was lucky not to speed along changi village road as there were two TPs standing by. I was very stress by the fact that hafiz was not keeping his eyes on the road!!!!

After breakfast, one of us had this crazy idea of going sentosa. It really happened. We went to LUGE!! As usual i was the champion for the first downhill ride. BUT for the second ride, the gay in pink cheated. HE went ahead without stopping to wait for us. HE actually mantained streamline body shape all the way..... AS a result he was way ahead and emerge champion. BAstard.
AFter some arguments we went to take the skyride. i was very tempted to lift the barrier and kep the pink guy down. Cheater.

We strolled down siloso beach, saw a few babes and made our way to vivo. I went to survey the Clothes at ZARA as i got vouchers for my birthday, courtesy of Justin and gang.

Until now i am still wondering what gotten into hafiz, why he was willing to drive to sentosa...


I AM broke!!!!!!!!!! i spent $300 plus this weekend.....sigh.

Serving NS really teaches me a lot of things. For example dealing with fuck up ppl or fuck up bosses. I just had a new boss in my branch. He is rather efficient BUT he compromises welfare. From my point of view he seriously needs to be taught how to bulid rapport with his men whether he fucking wants to do it or not.

I dont understand whats with the force, they issue off/leaves and we cant clear as and when we wants it. We are to clear when they give the go ahead signal. What i think of off/leave entitlements is once you are done with your job, you can go ahead and clear off. Even so, give commanders such privilleges. 1 chocolate bar guys receive more privilleges than three right angled guys. ( ARMY TERMS) . Till now i have not seen they proving that they deserve it.
My boss thinks differently of off/leaves. Only when he is not around in the branch, we can go on off/leave. Initially i thought he actually approve my request for my birthday off. In the end i realised that the reason is because he will not be around tmr.
Talking about this, i asked him whether i could clear off on monday and he sent a fucking sms back with the word no in it. NO FUCKING EXPLANATION. Then the next morning, he sent a fucking OK ( HOW THE FUCK I KNOW WHAT THE FUCKING SHIT IS HE TALKING ABOUT?!!). Later in the the evening that day, he messaged me the words 'tmr your clear off'. When i replied okay, he messaged why i never reply earlier on. Fucker.

I am really fucking pissed right now as he just gave me a call and questioned me some stuff. He fucking dont know how to say it nicely or even listen to fucking explanations. I am boiling right now but i am telling this to myself, " I CANT FIRE HIM, I CANT JUST QUIT!! " This is what NS is all about, you cant fucking quit. I have thought of how to deal with such situations. Fucking put in effort in whatever is tasked and fucking act blur when thing is going to turn shitty and will never cover his assess as far as i am concerned. I think my boss dont get the point that he is a branch not in a company line where screaming or push ups or extras help. Cooperation or rapport is what we need and not boss and subordinates relationships! This type of relationship is so easily achieved. It takes a lot to build a subordinates relationships and yet firm when things need to be done. I am still trying to achieve this but my boss who is a regular, should have achieved this LONG AGO.

*REading is very disciplined against MAN u. SO many attacks by MAn u but still no goals! My birthday!!!!!! today!!!!!

National daY!!!
I experienced a different national day this year. I am actually playing a minor role in it.. The hardwork of the national day participants are worth applauding. Rehearsals and rehearsals before the actual day arrives. A wonderful experience!

After the national day, i was hungry for food as well as company. Luckily i had Xue chun to accompany me for supper. We went changi to eat prata and we saw this group of men riding harley... JEALOUS!! Oh, vue chun is the latest victim to get scalded by my exhaust... Fortunately there wasnt any scar or else her guy will hunt me down...

News is spreading that we might be activated this week!!! sigh...............

My first time weaving in between cars on the expressway was a harmless one. I went onto the wrong way again. I went to keppel road again. HOw nice. sighh. I have no plans for my birthday. hmmm any ideas?!